Sunday, December 24, 2017

The Story of My Life lather rinse repeat

Where did I go wrong. I tell myself to hold on. I thought I was strong. Where has my common-sense gone. Show me the right way. This ain't easy. Show me the right way to where my dreams be.

This is what I do

Well let me just give you a little background information icon is my 2016 International Cummins power Dubai 6 truck driver for CFI I'm on the road a lot I'm a rookie I chase miles because I need the money I need a car and I need a home God has blessed me abundantly and every aspect of my life I'm struggling to cope with the struggles of spiritual warfare I'm looking for help. I hope that by posting to this blog again it will help me deal with some of the thoughts that my Gemini mind is racing through each and every day everything is in place but it's not how it should be it's not ready I'll have more details on that later just let's say for now I'm out here everyday I'm hustlin looking for the Perfect Beat I hear the music but I can't see the drummer God willing I will find her soon. And God willing she will see to me soon.

Tis the season

You really have to get it right you get tired of hearing I'm sorry all the time repeatedly especially when it's for the same things you sometimes just want to hear the positive affirmations of Truth that make you stronger buy uplifting you not stronger by holding you down

Holding it all in

I hold it all in because there's nowhere to let it out I'm going to have to figure out something the pressure is too much.